Ok, so I realize (even more so now than before) that I am not ready to settle for just having kids and staying at home.
I want to experience so many things and there is just so much out there. I have toyed with the idea of WWOOF for several years now and always get excited and then like a lot of things it gets lost in the shuffle of everyday busyness and life.
My husband and I talked about it again. This time with the idea of taking it slow. So starting in my own country before venturing out to a different one and then discovering that I don't like the experience.
So, I have been looking at the WWOOF USA site and I am pretty enthusiastic. I know nothing is going to happen on that route until next January, since this year is already so booked up and planned out. But, I am very determined to do this. I just need to get my head in the game and stay there.
I have spent the last 2 years working on getting my life back. My health, mentally and physically went down considerably 4 years ago and it has been a journey full of rough and smooth moments getting it back to normal.
Now that I am at the healthiest I have ever been, I am ready for some new challenges. I have been lucky in that my husbands works hard so that I don't have to. But this doesn't mean I don't contribute to our life. I handle most of everything around the house, upkeep, bills, etc. Most of the logistics are in my lap. Part of that luckiness is that he is also very supportive of whatever I want to try.
I have a desire to experience new things, to try as much as possible. When and if we do have kids I want stories and experience that I can tell them about and share with them. I can't explain why this means so much to me, it just does.
As it says in the "photo quote" above, I also want to experience being around good energy. I am finding more often then not I am affected by the energy that the people around me give off. The negative is something that I have tired of.
So, that is something that I am going to immediately tackle. I turn 28 next weekend. I am not upset about the age, I am feel more empowered than ever. I have experienced and learned so much that it doesn't feel empty entering this new number. As soon as my birthday celebration ends I am going to tackle finding a yoga group to join. More exercise is always a plus but I feel like I could benefit from the positivity of it. I have tried the dvds at home, it is just not the same. I feel like something is lacking.
As for learning new things, I am currently tackling a new language "Italian" it has been fun so far. Though I am disappointed that life's busyness has also interfered with my progress in that. So, again determined to move forward and make some progress in this.
Well, that's all for now. Ciao!